Friday, October 26, 2007
26 oct 07
finally,last day of school.hahahahahahaha.i was almost late for school.i woke up and went back to my crib and slept again.we had only one lesson for the day and thats physics.kinda boring lah,doing lot of worksheets.mrs lau said that those who did not complete their worksheet wont be allowed to leave.samuel and me ran out of class when the clock reaches nine thirty.haha.lucky she didnt noticed us.at the end of the day,we got our report books.there were happy and sad faces.for the reasons part,you should know why lah huh.sad to see people getting retained.especially we had been in the same class since the beginning of the year.we see each other almost every single day,not seeing the same people next year in the same class would be kinda weird for me.they didn't deserved to get retained man.i thought that they were the deserving ones lah sia.well,life still must go on anw.in the holistic report under the cca,there were some postive comments about me.mr effendy wrote that ''ibelieve in actions speak louder than words.''and i was thinking,am i?hmm.there's a possibility since i dn talk much usually in ncc training.ouh yeah,juz now there's a short ncc meeting.the strength for the part As was more than what i saw in the last training.good.haha.we part Cs went to slack inside the ncc room as the meeting concerns only the part As though.we were juz there to open the door so that they could put their barang barang in it.hahaha.
after sch,benny,chong yuan and me went to jin wang's house.yao zhong was there too.he was so cocky.he wanted to challenge me in a ps2 soccer game.i accepted the challenge.he even wanted to have a stipulation added.
;who loses the match muz have their pants taken off.he chose man eu.sighs.i had no choice but to choose chelsea as most of the team weren't that good enough.but i still support man united lah sey.hehe.
guess what?i won the match.lol.we gang bang him sia.haha.he was like so scared.for some reasons,he grabbed my wrist so tightly.i asked him why was he doing that and he immediately opened the door and ran away.haha.
at around 1 plus,they four went to play their dota,a game which i considered it as a lame and time wasting game.we went separte ways.i went back home and take a nap.i was pretty tired.and i was soundly asleep till a call from jin wang interrupted it.heh.he called.he asked me out.i didnt wana disappoint him so i went even though i'm tired.benny was also with us.we went to toa payoh interchange to walk walk and buy birthday present for mei qi's niece.its been quite a while now since we three last went out together.we went to the HDB hub to explore the place for the dn know how many times.hah.jin wang and i were making a fool out of ourself.i had fun over there. den den den,we went to one of the soft toys shop to look around.we bought tigger,one of the winnie the pooh characters.after that,we went to crc because benny wanted to take his crc membership card.anw,the so called membership card was juz a piece of paper.useless anw.i own one too.even a ez link card was DEFINITELY better than that.as we were outside of the crc,me and jin wang were talking about how stupid benny was to actually applied for a membership in there.few mins later,he came out with a form and his membership card.as i expected,he started pestering jin wang to sign up for the membership.at the same time,he was lookng at his membership card.the way he looked at it,its as if the card was a treasure to him.lyk wt*.
well,i'm juz so not happy with myself for being unhappy.i cnt find a reason to explain that.and i cant stop thinking of __ ,somthn whicht i can see but cannnot have.seems so near yet so far.sometimes,i can even fantasize that she's juz beside me.how stupid is it.sighs.i'm so frustated with myself for being such a dumb dumb.i cant stand it any longer.i feel lyk blurting everything out.storing those memories in my mind definitely kills.my mind is so filled out with those memories.god dam it.i hate my shyness and quietness.i cant understand why i'm that quiet.i cant understand why i'm that bloody shy.does this makes me stand out from others?i dont think so.it makes me so that bloody different from others.i fuckingly hated that.for those who are reading this post.hate what i wrote pls juz bloody fuck off and go suck banana,


sighs;(

ps;hcw,going this sunday?