Thursday, November 8, 2007
7/8 nov 07;belo
on the night before the endau rompin trip,we had to sleep over in hq.some of the items in my bag were last min packing.my bags were filled up with plenty of camping items.we reached hq at ard seven fifty i suppose.there were two grps of people over there outside the central district office,the people gg for the endau rompin and people gg for the perak expedition.both grps had to report at the same time which is before eight.i was thinking 'oh great'.in the end,it wasnt the way i expected.she's not there.but the other 'she' was there.i didnt really get the chance to talk to her.not literally.the perak ppl and the endau ppl were both in the same room for the briefing thingy.the other'she' was sitting lyk about a few seats away from me.unable to call her or smthn.sighs.one of her friends whom i added in friendster was actually staring at me(i suppose),in my direction, though i dn know her.her friend's eye was kinda liked cold.so after the briefing,the perak grp and endau grp went separate ways.we went back to our bunk and slacked there for the entire night.we shared the room with people from ping yi sec.they were kinda cool and hilarious sort of people.most importantly,they were very VERY friendly.and thats COOL.haha.they were chatting the whole nite coz they didnt wana sleep.we did that as well but at least we still slept for about 3 to 4 hrs.haha.ouh yeah before gg back to the bunk,we had night snack.while i was lining up and passing the cup of water to the back,she cut into the line and walked passed right infront of me.gosh.the OIC for the camp was none other than our school's very own mr effendy.hha.
day 2;early in the morning,we had to wake up at around 6.30.i set my hp alarm to 5.00 bcs i wanna be the first to bath.on the other hand,the perak ppl must wake up at ard 5 smthn i suppose.so i wana catched a glimpse of her thru the bunk window.NOT PEEPIN lah.as we were lining up to have our food,other 'she' was there.her friend was somehow lyk staring at my direction again with her cold blue(i suppose) eyes though there were still a big distance btwn me and them.den,they cleared their plates and they walked passed me.sheesh.she was lyk juz beside me.inside my heart,i wanted to say the two letter word;HI.my mouth was liked glued so that tight.sheesh.shit me lah.whats so that diff to say a HI?i really cant understand what the bloody hell is wrong with me seriously.as i was having breakfast,i was thinking of my idiotic-ness.one bloody word and i cant say it out.god dam it! i initially lost some of my appetite bcs of that.i'm so pissed off with myself.inside the bus,many of them were talking loudly lyk nobody else business.i sat there and closed my eyes,to think back how stupid i am to not to say just a bloody HI.fcuk that.to my surprise,hanizah came with her ncc mates.wadev.we had to sit for about three hours(if i rmb it clearly) but we reached our check point and changed to a 4wd to drive into the NERC.the road to NERC was bumpy.seriously.we also had some fun inside the 4WD.we were jokin about the FIFI thingy and making fun of RAFI.HAHA.we reached there after two hours inside the 4WD.we had our lunch at the NERC.soon after that,we had our rafting activity.it was fun man,especially with mr effendy ,who was with us.we had to raft to our nxt destination,which was the kampong orang asli.they showed us some of their animals trap.it was quite interesting seriously.i cant deny that they are clever,literally.at ard 6.15,we went back to NERC and checked into our dormitory.the dormitory was excellent,if not for the mosquitoes problem.in the nite was the best.i went to switched on the fan to the max.guess wad.with the window and door closed,the whole place was so kinda cold.lyk there's a air con in it.
day2;we went to kuala marong to do our treking inside the jungle.we had to walk for a very long distance.there were leaches along the way.many people were bitten by leaches.i was the lucky one.the most they went up to my track pants and tried to sucked my blood but to no avail.the elephants' dunk that we saw were quite big,as big as a rock.it was liked quite hard too,very different from a human's.haha.the nite,we had to pitch our tent all by ourself so as to experience the lowland rainforest.we also had night walk in the jungle.it was a fun one.walking in the jungle without the aid of a torch light.while we were at a particular part of a jungle,the orang asli-s people instructed us to kp quiet as there's that thing(malay ghost) nearby.after he said that,everyone kp their mouth shut.haha.kinda creepyy.after the night walk,we went back to our tent and slack for the whole night.matt was kinda freaked out after the night walk bcs of that thing.he immediately went to sleep.to be frank,i'm also kinda freaked out too,but i didnt showed it out.
day3; we went treking back to the NERC.everything was fun.hanizah came and disturbed me plenty of times.and i was stupid enough to be disturbed by her.haha.wadev.at around night plus,we went back to NERC to pack up and leave the place.we moved out of NERC by the 4WD.i'm kinda angry with three indians guys in the 4WD.he pushed all the bag to wai yan and san(we were sitting at the bag seat even though there's no more space for anymore bags.they were lyk fuckingly guai lan.i tried to tell them nicely,but they used their tamil language and said somethn bad about us.shit them.anw,i'm not gona complain.if i do complain,they would be dead i GUARANTEED.DEAD as in they will be in big big trouble.lyk wth only.bully my juniors and i'm not gona let u off lightly.bloody hell. i hoped that i nv left that place.now i'm so used to that place.those mosquitoes,leaches and the life style in the jungle.DAM !
8 NOV 07; well,im life in the jungle.soo that fun.though its not challenging enough for me.haha.guess what,i might even consider gg back again.wuhoo!
the repetition of those feelings came out again.sighs.wad to do?it made me felel so sux.its as if lyk i'm under some sort of spell.sighs.
IMF:)
