Thursday, February 14, 2008
13 feb 08
yes,another tiring day.somehow,i cant understand why i'm feeling a little disappointed with myself.the fact is that i've done nothing man.guess i;m just weird.heh.
mass cca was as usual.i realised that the attendance on wed was better than friday.well,something that's not surprising.no offence alright, but i thought that today's training programme was kinda like boring.just FYI, we did drills and car washing.my platoon's drills were quite okay,but there's still a need for improvement.anyway,good job.haha.i bet they must have enjoyed the training session with them.hahah.car washing was literally boring.mr kamil brief them on how to wash a car.it sounds lame but it's true.while they were listening attentively to mr kamil,i went to slack.at least slacking was better than doing nothing.the meaning sounds alike but its actually different.i kept going to the canteen to buy drinks and food for myself(till now,i'm still not fat.awesome right,mummy?ahahahha).i really wonder why i did that.when i was eating that $1.30 chicken burger and walking at the same time,i felt as though somebody was staring at me.it's that somebody's mummy.lol.she was outside the music room with her friend.as you know,music room is at the fifth storey.i guess you know what i'm gonna say next yeah?hahahah. the whole training ended at 6 plus.i went to play soccer with a few of my ncc mates.it was fun.hahaha
gosh,we're having car washing after school.oh yeah,tomorrow is gonna be a busy day.DAM!
the fear of being rejected keeps bugging me ever since.
can i spend V day with you?
i'm feeling a bit lonely.
imy
